My past came back

by Keosha
(Queens, Ny, America )

Last night i did something really bad. .and all i could do was call on my god. My Lord,Jesus Christ. i was unsure whether he was listen or could hear me, but i hope he did. when i pray to god. .i ask him to not give up on me! There was a time where i believed i hit rock bottom and only god help me get back up. He is the only person that can clean up one of his children by just listening to the sound of his voice! How amazing. .he is worthy to be praised, but im scared. i dont want to go to hell. They say god sees your heart, so he can see how much i want to be a good daughter toward my father. i want him to be proud of me. i want to be in his book, kingdom, paradise with him. i want jesus christ and i to greet and eat together. i dont want god to give up on me, so i will close this thought by saying please keep me in your prayer and i will do the same. i also want to thank you for this website. God is Love and Love is God!

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He doesn't give up on you!
by: Shelley Hitz

I'm so thankful God brought you to this website and to what sounds like a place of confession and repentance. It's more than simply feeling sorry for what you've done, but truly turning away from the sin and asking God through the empowering of His Holy Spirit to help you change.

Here are a couple articles from the website:

Joy of Forgiveness

Steps of Repentance

You might also be interested in listening to my talk, "The Power of Forgiveness" below:

Fixing our eyes on Jesus,

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