well is it really true love?

So this happened while I was on a cruise I had this "one day boyfriend" he was like I never had a girlfriend before and I was like I never had a boyfriend before then he asked me to be his girlfriend, since it was the first time, it was wierd but I wanted the experience. I held his hands, thats as far as we got. My mom picked me up, I had to think about it during bed if thats what God really wanted me to do, so I never gone back and met him again cause I didn't think that was true love. I got home, and I regreted that I never talked to him again, I thought I could of got his address and we could of talked more, but for some reason I felt like I lost my "sanity" just by holding hands. And when we held hands I thought I'd feel something special but no. When I got home I asked my mom why do people hold hands, and I told her I felt nothing special. It's because they want to be close. Although I don't know what would of happened if I did go back and talk to him again, but it was God's will for me to not go back. Although I have been wanting a boyfriend. I have to learned that I don't need a boy to make me feel great. All I need is the love of Christ, and I need to love God, and when God places a boy in my life that he wants me to love, then he will let him stay in my life.