by Therese

I've never really talked about this before. The first time I cut myself I was 12, I stopped for about a year and a half when I was in year nine but then started again. I'm now almost 20 and I still have to do it, it's the only thing I can do to me from losing my mind. A couple of months ago my best friend and roommate told me she never what I was doing, I felt so ashamed. I tired so hard to stop because I could see it really upset her. I could stop for a few week but then I have to start again. I just don't know what to do anymore the urge to hurt myself has turned into the urge to kill myself but I know somewhere really deep down I don't want to die, but I just don't know how to make all the pain and confusion stop.

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Worthy to be Loved
by: keza

Well Therese I will first tell you this is going to be work but trust me it will be well worth it. Our family and friends can only do so much , we have to at some point be held accountable for our actions. Confusion and pain is not from God , He is a God of Peace so we already know this is not anything good. I know life gets hard and the only thing it seems to do it harm ourself. You are loved because your friends would not care otherwise.You're going to have to do a lot of changing but the good thing is that everything that changes grows. I can give you a number you can call and they will be able to talk to you and share somethings to do to maybe help you work thru this.
it is all confidential so you only provide the information you want them to know. I really hope they can help you and I will be praying for you also in this battle. You are love and worthy to be loved in return. /1-800-273-8255.
Love Keza ~

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