the day i was murdered (rape)

This old man (animal) work on me until I gained his trust. I was 12. He killed me that day. Took away all my future. I cried and felt guilty because I thought it was my fault. I've been suffering everyday since he raped me. I never understood what had happened. I'm 50 years old now. And I'm still looking for answers, I will never be the same because of him. All of my days are filled with depression. He took my life, but life still has to go on.

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Look To God
by: Sara

I know that it is never as easy as it sounds, but it is the only true answer. Look to God. He has all the answers, and works everything out for the better. Even the bad things. I know what it feels like to be confused, depressed and getting through the day hour by hour. But know that it was never your fault, none of it. What that person did to you was not right. But if you can try to forgive. It is very hard but it can make you feel better and stronger. Lean on God and trust His plans as much as you can.
I'll be praying for you.

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