by Michelle

I feel like I keep running into a wall.

Lord help me, can you still hear me call?

The dark reaches out and pulls me in.
Satan keeps trapping me inside this hideous sin.

It's so tempting to go back to my old ways.
Cutting, crying, just trying to survive the days.

God I'm screaming inside, I have no where left to run.
I want to feel whole again, this pain and sorrow is no fun.

I feel so empty, so in complete.
Crying out Lord, I'm down on my knees.

It's overwhelming and stressful but I just can't seem to get it out.
Hold me and help me please, can you not hear me shout?

I want to fulfill your call, let you use my life.
But for some reason...I just want to go back to the knife...

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