pls help me and my friend

by Chloe

Hey my name is Chloe and I am 13. i have recently started cutting my self Because my family issues and depression. i have a younger brother who is 11 but he really does not know anything of wt i do he usually leaves me alone when he knows i am depressed. My dad is in the army so you should think i should be a goody to shoes but life is pretty hard for kids that have parents in the military, well first of we move around to much for me to have really good friends usually live in one place of a year or two but now i have been living were we are Stationed currently for to years and are supposed to stay for 4 so 2 more to go. but anyway my dad got deployed to Iraq and then Afghanistan and each time he comes home he is more of a different person each time more scary and some times i have no clue wt to do i usually go hide in my room but he comes in and gets more mad at me for goodness knows wt but some times when i am to scared i take it out on my bro and i hate that i do because he never does anything wrong. and one day we were riding are rip stick going down a hill because i was chasing him and threatening him as usual and i finally caught him and he fell of and broke his arm really bad and thats when i felt horrible !!! :( so i told my friend and well turns our my best friend in the whole wide world has the same issue but she does not have any sibling so she told me she was cutting her self with her razor in the shower on purpose so she would not hurt anyone and i thought it would be better than hurting my bro again but now i am hurting my self and i really want to find away for my friend and me to stop, well talking about it has helped a little and if you draw a beautifully were you cut your self if makes you feel bad if you cut the butterfly cause you will hurt it but it still wont make us stop all the time so pls pls help us :(((