No Help, No Hope

by Natasha

Another day, passes by.

Another day, I sit and cry.
Another day, I do not try.
Another day, I do not die.

It's been a while, since I've bled.
It's been a while, but I still tread.
It's been a while, but I have thoughts in my head.
It's been a while, but I still wish I was dead.

My parents know how I feel.
My parents just wish it wasn't real.
My parents want me to heal.
My parents hope I keep the deal.

But those recurrent thoughts, they'll be my down fall.
But those recurrent thoughts, I try to ignore & stand tall.
But those recurrent thoughts, they make bang my head into a wall.
But those recurrent thoughts, don't let me scream in the hall.

I feel numb, on the outside.
I feel numb, on the inside.
I feel numb, and it's hard to decide.
I feel numb, so I think I'll try suicide.

Someone help me!
Someone save me!
Someone help me!
Someone save me!

I'm unstable, I'm insane.
I know something's wrong with my brain.
I don't want to die at 14 years old.
It feels like my only option, or so I've been told.

Help me out.
I'm giving a shout!
Help me now.
I'm asking now!

I can't take it much longer, I know I'll fail.
Either I die in pain, or get out on bail.
The hospital's fine, just fix me please!
I'm begging you! I'm on my knees!

I'm 14 and dying.
I'm cutting and crying.
I'm not even trying.
I'm ready now, my wrists are just drying!

One more tear.
One more knife.
One more year.
I'm ending my life...

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Our Hope Is In Him
by: Anonymous

Natasha precious, I answered at your other sire, My Scars Tell My Story - what a beautiful young lady you are. It is apparent that you have a calling on your life to impact others.
Don't let the enemy win. Don't let hime rob us of the gifts and talents God has placed within you.
Go to someone for help who can get you out of harms way offering godly counsel and wisdom. There is help dear. There is hope.
Open your heart right now and recieve Him. Know that He is right there - this is not religion. Take it from someone who's been there - take it from somebody who knows firsthand the power found, the wisdom gained when this heart came to trust in the truth that He loves me, was concerned about me and wanted the best for me. Jeremiah 29:11 says it clearly Natasha - I want you to open up your Bible and read it, write it down and post it on your mirror. We are praying for you Natasha, you got too much to do, too many places to go, don't stop here. Please don't stop here.
We're praying and believing for your breakthrough Natasha. Please precious, keep us posted.

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