by Kacey
(Hanna, Wyoming )
I had a pretty great life growing up... My parents never fought and were happy. I had a sister but we always fought. When I was ten I was diagnosed with MRSA a staph infection. I had a new infection every week. I couldn't do sports, I was kicked out. I then become resistant to every medication available. After having this infection for three years, it started getting worse...I had 8-20 infection spots at a time and they wouldn't heal. I felt unloved, helpless. The next Halloween I had a MRSA spot show up, after about three months it wouldn't go away, I was so frustrated, upset and alone. Nobody understood. Barely any one that had MRSA and the ones that did, only had one or two infections in their whole life. I started picking at the scab, that was okay until I got more frustrated...I would dig in it with anything...this went on for about six months. Then I laid off enough to let it heal. About a month later I was having a hard time...so I started picking again... This time I picked for a year straight...I broke nerves, put an hour aside every night to pick, I would bring a safety pin and wrap with me every day so I could pick in the bathroom at school. My doctor didn't notice I was picking and I didn't want to admit it to myself. My dr sent me to an infectious disease doctor... I was so scared! He ran tests... And the results came back the next week...I didn't have MRSA this time...it was MSSA... Now I caused a new infection from picking. The nurse told me she sees this a lot in pickers...I was busted!! I admitted to my mom I had been picking for two years... Two weeks later...I was back at the doctor...this time I got stitches... I still picked... Even though I now had nerve damage, and could barely
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