my self harm

by stacey
(milton keynes england)

i have been self harming since i was 8 years old and now im 21 and still do it everyday and i dont know y i have nearly killed myself nearly 50 times it might be more but im not sure i dont know y i do it as no one knows about it and i want to keep it that way. it makes me feel horrible. if my family ever knew what i have been doing and no one has even seen my arm etc in years and now im stuck as i donno what to do anymore and today i feel like killing my self again instead of some one killing me

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by: S'ambrosia

Father,
I lift Stacey to You right now in her time of need. Lord, You know the pain and despair she's feeling right now and you've seen every desperate moment she's faced. You were there with each tear she cried and each attempt she made to take her life. Your heart ached each time you saw Your daughter in such pain, and Your heart burned with desire to alleviate all of her sorrow. Jesus, I just ask that You would cause Stacey to look up. That she wouldn't keep her eyes on the storms of life, but that she would look up and see your face. Let her fix her gaze on you and never look to anything else. Be her light, and pull her out of this pit. You have all power and authority, and we know that nothing is too difficult for you. You are more than able to take care of all of her needs. Thank you for always loving Stacey, even through this season of her life. Let her feel your love, Jesus. Let her know that you're not angry with her and remind her of your faithfulness to her over the years. Thank you for your beloved daughter. In Jesus' name, amen.

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