Lost

Sometimes I just lay on the ground and cry I just want to die the whole time. I just want to be loved, to hear someone say it ... Friends are great and they mean everything to me but they can't understand ... I lost someone very important to me who commited suicide, at first I was upset and angry but now I just feel alone. Parents always seem to be yelling, school is stressful, high school is ending and I don't know if where I'm heading will work out ... I feel like I'm just getting worse, I break down and cry and don't want to be out with friends ... I just cut until I'm cryin so hard I can't hold the scissors anymore ... I just want to die but I can't keep disappointing people ... I don't know what to do ...

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You're Worth It
by: Julie

I'm sorry to hear that you lost someone dear to you due to suicide.
I know it is painful, and hard to understand because you are left here without someone you love.

Don't ever forget that even though you feel alone, God has said He will never leave you. Just because you cannot see Him doesn't mean He isn't sitting right beside you. He knows your pain.

Humans will always fail us at some point, whether it's your parents, friends, teachers, or boyfriend because we aren't perfect.
Jesus is the only one who will never let you down.

Maybe when you feel like cutting, you can stop and pray first?
Cry out to God because He does hear you and ask Him to help you.

He has a plan for you and your future.
Don't ever forget that He made you beautiful just the way you are.
You are worth it!
Look To GOD!
by: Keza S

I am sorry your friend committed suicide, this would be very heard to take. But the more we let things that are not healthy to think about consume us the more we sink into a black hole and no one can see us to help us out. Focus on helping others who have loss friends and family to suicide, explain to others how you felt and this will help you and others as well. Sometime some of us are dealt a worse hand than others but it is because God has a different purpose for us all. Understand everything in our life is for a reason. we have to ask God to help us understand the reason and learn the lesson. What I am learning as I get closer to GOD is that , He will tear you down, to bring you back up HIGHER and make you whole. Remember all things work together for the Good of those that love the Lord. I will pray for you, know all you have been threw will be a great testimony as long as you let God use you and not Satan !
Your sister in Christ Keza S !

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