Lost - my cutting story

by Ashley

I am so lost right now. I moved when I was ten and it was a horrible experience. I fell into a deep depression that I've been in for 4 years now. I'm only 13, but I cut myself often.


I almost don't want to stop.

I just wish that someone could see how much I hurt. Could see how much I want to cry. I wish someone would love me and care for me. But no one does.

I think that I've been emotionally abused but since I'm a teenager it's hard to tell if it's just me over reacting or not.

I hate myself so much that I'm disgusted to just be sitting here writing about my problems when there are people way worse off then me. I hate myself so much that I wish I were dead.

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Friend
by: Shanes Brandenburg

I care and God does so hang in there and try to find Him...if you wan t to talk just let me know. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM PRAYING FOR YOU!
dont give up little one.
by: stephanie

little one, i know how you feel. i have scars on my chest and legs, that have healed but the emtional wounds never fade. I know that you want some one to wipe away your tears and tell you that its going to be okay. To tell you that you are loved and that you'll never be alone again. I know because i feel the same way. your story brought me to tears because its so close to my own. I also know the addicting feeling of having something slice through flesh and being able to see your own blood. I know because ive been there so many times but its never enough. I cant tell you to stop because to each person is there own release and you might not even if i did but i can ask you to stop and think before you do it again. But if youre ever thinking about doing anything drastic please contact us. much love little one and please be safe.
Stephanie

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