by Keysha
(Johor Bahru,Malaysia)
At 13, loneliness, unwanted, picked on target by my own family members lead me into thinking I wasn’t loved and my presence is disturbing… shortly after that a wonderful boy walked into my life, he was the one person who ever cared for me and loved me. With him I always felt happiness, my presence was a blessing to him and it was highly impossible for me to cry around him. A year passed, he always made me smile, around him I was no one but me… ‘’I can never live without you’’ he said... I feel home with him but unfortunately it was only a year that I ever felt that way. He became evasive then he broke up with me for reasons that I still can’t figure out… somehow I still think he loves me… suddenly I forgot how to live, I became suicidal and that feeling I felt before I met him suddenly crept in me and every time I see him tears keeps streaming down my face and not a night I go to bed with a smile on my face. I changed school thinking I couldn’t live this way and I needed to study but I didn’t know what I’m going through needed help.
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