by Marina
(new york city)

As I walk the miles of life, I realize wherever i go, whatever i seem to land on, my twisted upside down past is always right beside me. its like my brain is a comptuer and it keeps different files. Crazy part is, it just keeps the bad memories. All the good memories got deleted and restored into bad ones. i learn in life though, its not always good to hold on to your mistakes and no matter what you did or have done. God loves you. i know deeply inside my beating heart, that God knows im truly sorry and i love him. Yes, indeed it took some time to open the doors to my heart, to him. simply cause i lost faith. But i been working so hard and finally i can say I LOVE GOD AND GOD LOVES ME:) i feel more alive but dont get me wrong i do have my crazy days, when i just wanna pop out of my body and fly freely to the sky. leaving this messed up world behind. But some how. God always helps me see differently and see beauty, within and without.< why be stuck on your past, when that only makes your present fly right through your eyes? your present becomes "THE PAST" again and all thats left is a messed up future. and then thats when you realize it wasnt that hard to let go... cause if you dont ever let go, trust me the pain will follow you forever. life is a gift. learn to enjoy it, and learn to stop rejecting it. It wont always be there. and that's just a simple fact.


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by: Natty

that's very inspirational =-] I'm glad to hear your closer to god =-] <3

Marina, you are equipped to fly!
by: Anonymous

Beautiful Marina, and just one more thing...
Jeremiah 29:11[Marina]"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end [sure future].
Continue on to verses 12-14..."Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. (13)And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. (14)And I will be found of you, saith the LORD: and I will turn away your captivity..." Those areas where you were bound, I will set you free from that yoke of bondage - the chain of the past. You are so right Marina of God's desire to see you soar as if on the wings of an eagle into your future. Continue to study that you may know. It's so important Marina because knowing Him empowers flight. He loves you precious, has forgiven you and has ONLY good thoughts towards you and an awesome future planned for you. Let Him reveal the greatness of His love for you and run - don't walk - run boldly ever forward for the LORD your God has set you free to fly!
Blessings precious!

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