I'm so Alone

by Brooke
(Missouri)

My name is Brooke. I cut. I cry and I lay in the bathroom floor and cut. Why? I am depressed. I love someone who doesn't love me, the people who know I do it call me stupid, crazy, dumb, etc. My parents don't know and I don't care. I hate everything about myself. MONEY or possessions do not make you happy. So you know no one is helping me which makes me want to do it more. Its all I think about. But I met this guy.. named Jacob. He is the most amazing, caring, nice, considerate, fantastic guy. I love him so much. He lives three hours away.. so the only way he can help is text or calls. I need him. He used to cut. He UNDERSTANDS. He HELPS. He makes me SMILE. and hes the ONLY thing that will make me not cut. Otherwise I don't want to stop. But all of sudden he isn't talking to me.. I can't do it. I physically and mentally cannot do it. It happens EVERYTIME. I have NO ONE who understands but him.. and now I don't think I have him. I will do anything. God isn't answering my prayers.. he isnt making me happy hes leaving me alone. I pray constantly and NOTHING. I have worse thoughts now.. like worse than cutting. I'm so alone....

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You Are NOT Alone
by: Sara

Psalm 34:17-18 (NIV)
The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. [18] The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

God is with you wherever you go (Gen. 28:15) and he loves you. You may think he doesn't hear you or that your problems. Aren't important to Him but they are, and He listens to them (Jerimiah 29:12). You are his unique and beautiful creation, it hurts Him when you injure yourself and he never abandons His children. His love is so complex and so ginormous that we as humans can't even comprehend it!

I'll be praying for you, I hope that you feel His love, learn to hear his voice and one day be able to see that you ARE NOT alone.
God is with u
by: Patricia

My heart was broken at the age of 12 by my own father he kissed me ina very wrong way. That's how i became a cutter. I felt lonely and angry and scared. At the age of 15 my first boyfriend broke my heart by breaking up with me..so i felt rejected not good enough so i ran to my room broke my piggy bank and began cutting..so i can relate to ur hurt ur lonelyness..Iam 37 now and God has healed me from cutting!! Iam going to pray u find a great loveing person that will love u as their daughter that will guide u to a loveing relationship with Jesus.. God is the only one that will and can fill ur empty void u feel in ur heart! God is with u :)

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