IM NOT ENOUGH

by Laney
(texas)

im 14 and i've been cutting for some time now and i do not understand why i cant stop but im pretty sure i know why i started. i have no friends anymore i used to have a lot of friends i used to be considered one of the pretty people and i was well liked but then it all changed. almost suddenly, i got my heart broken by the person i loved most and it seems like everything just started getting worse. i started not caring about pleasing people as much not caring who liked me then i started being more alone friends started disappearing. life seems to have no purpose any more my parents say oh its just a phase, well its not a phase and im not the same anymore. im not happy and i fear these thoughts im having of suicide are goimg to over take me soon. today i sat in my room door locked with a gun to my head and finally i said i dont want to die today or at least not this way. now im sitting wondering if i want to die and do i just need help or is it too late for me. is my soul too lost to find?

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call for help
by: Natasha

You have a serious illness and you need help NOW! It sounds like you have clinical depression- a psychiatrist can give you an official diagnose. Depression can be treated. Things can get better, I promise! I've been through a lot of the same things that you mention. You need to go to the hospital immediantely! They can keep you safe until you are stabilized. If you don't have a way to get there, call 911! Tell them you are suicidal & need to go inpatient. I care. I've been where you are. I've attempted suicide & barely survived, but I'm forever glad that I lived. My story won't all fit here, but I'd be glad to answer questions or talk to you further. If you reply, I can send you my e-mail. Stay safe, stay strong!
THINK
by: Taylor

Okay, I am not a doctor or anything of the sort, but lets try to work this out. ( But you do NEED TO GET HELP)

Okay, so I want you to sit or stand and breathe in and think or say " God gave me these beautiful lungs so I can breathe in and out" now exhale.

Swing your arms and think " Lord, thank You for my arms which can help others, and serve others"

Wiggle your toes, and feet and think " Father, send me out, I am ready to go FOR YOU"

You are so beautiful and lovely. I do want you to talk with your parents, it may be hard, and if it is talk to another set of adults or find a Church pastor. You are wonderful and worth diamonds!

Much love!

Taylor
It's never too late
by: Shelley

Laney,
How are you doing? I want you to know that it's never too late, that there is hope and that you're not alone. Remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. There are people who care for you and want to talk with you.

I wanted to share with you a resource called Door of Hope 4 Teens. You can either call, AIM or e-mail...

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Praying for you,
~Shelley
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by: Anonymous

I Had The Same Problem When i Was 13...I Started cutting and i was always alone wrtiting in my book of poems that i used to have and that drove everyone away from me because they thought i was scary...until one day when i wrote a "suicidal poem" in my science book and the tracher found it and showed the counselor and i talked to her she took me to the nurse and had my cuts checked out then took me to the hospital to see some more counselors and ever since that day i could feel myself getting better...yhu just need to pray to god and ask for help...go to a trusted family member adult SOMEONE who YHU Can trust...Better late than never...
God can help you!
by: Anonymous

I'm praying for you.

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