My name is Sarah and I'm 15 years old. I started self harming when I was 13. I lived with my little brother and sister and my abusive and drug addicted mom and my drug addicted step dad who came in and out of our lives all the time, either by being kicked out by my mom or jail. I've had a rough life growing up. Kids at school always made fun of and bullied me. I've always been one to take criticism way to far. I've even cried at school. And than my mom would always beat me and my little brother. She'd slap us, punch us, and beat us with belts. She abused my brother a lot more than she did me though.. I always stayed in my room and distanced my self as much as I could. Than it got to the point where I'd only come out of my room to eat, go to the bathroom, leave for school, and leave on the weekends. I went to my grandmas every single say I didn't have school. I just couldn't stand being home. All home consisted of was fighting, screaming, and abuse. I even had to witness my step dad trying to kill my mom before.. I was really little and he was strangling her in the bathroom and I all remember was her skin turning colors and me crying and screaming please don't kill my mommy.. Than I called the cops.. Than one year some guy beat my mom half to death with a gun.. I had a problem wetting the bed every night for about a year after that. I got made fun of at school even more than because I'd wake up all covered in my pee and I never had time to bathe before I'd have to go to school. So basically everyday in my house was hell. I tried to stay in
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