I need help.

by Ink
(USA)

I'm thirteen years old and have been anorexic for over two years. At first I dropped twenty pounds before I started just not eating anything. I am supposed to weigh 160 lbs but I weigh 40 less than that and all I want is to be 100 even. It hurts me. But I admit it is a problem. I want to tell and get help but I don't know how. One of the things that made me want to get help is two months ago I started vomiting blood daily and two weeks ago I blanked out my eyes open and walking and then I 'woke up on the ground bruised and scratched from the falling I don't remember. One of my friends is like this and I only want to look like her and she wants to look grossly. I know I want help and need it but I still feel fat and the though of weigh 160 is so unfathomable that it makes me doubt my strength and that makes me induce vomiting more. When I eat I feel like a faliure and I just want help through it. I don't have the nerve to tell anyone in person anymore.

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Pray for words
by: Keza S

Ink,

I know it can be hard to say the words ,to make them come out your mouth but this is serious and you need to pray to get the words to come out. If not you may have to write the words in a letter and give it to an adult but you have to get this issues take care of before you cause more issues to your body and yourself.

I will be oraying for you!

Love Keza ~
Love yourself
by: Anonymous

I have never met you, but I know that when you starve yourself, you are slowly hiding a beautiful, healthy person. Weight is just a number, sweetheart, it doesn't mean you're ugly or fat. I want you to write something you like about yourself everyday on a sticky note and stick it to your mirror. Then one day you can see how special and wonderful you truly are.
If you want to change...
by: Alison

I believe that you want to change. If this is the truth, I can be a support person for you. I'm a teen mentor on this site. I'm willing to support and encourage you as you get help if you want. My email address is awatson421@gmail.com

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