i don't want to live anymore

i never considered myself a fat person or skinny person. i'm a very normal weight at my height but guys dated. i asked them what type of girls do you like? skinny or fat? some would said. i like skinny girl and some said curvy...so finally the guy that i actually go out with. he dump me because i'm too heavy. when he lift me up , he can only walked 4 steps. after he dump me...i starve myself for a week and i lose a few lbs and mom start to notice and she said i become skinnier these days. i just said. i been working out more. now i feel like i won't be happy until i reach 100lbs. i don't smile anymore. i don't talk to any of my friends anymore. i ignore everyone and every day i seek god for help but it seem like he is not listening to my prayers. Im so hurts more than you can imagine. sometime i have such a negative thoughts like dying. i don't want to live anymore.

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Keep Praying !
by: Keza S

WOW, seems like you made the choice to get skinny for the wrong reasons. As you stated in the first of this message , you said YOU consider yourself normal weight. Don't go making adjustments because a boy can't carry you 4 steps. God wants you to love yourself , it does not care what others thinks because at the end of the day you have to deal with how you feel. God is always listening but are you listening to HIM.
You have to really be still and let Him talk to you, hear Him and be obedient to what he says. Just keep praying and work out loving yourself as you are and with the effort you put in God will put in double.
Love K~

you're perfect
by: Anonymous

dont worry about your flaws think about what your good at dont starve your self over some rude guy. you are your self and you're perfect

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