by daisy
(aurora il)
am 15 i was though of myself as being a happy person i play sports and my friends always say a have a smile on my face .but they dont know the real pain that i hold and the scars that i hide .am not really sure why i did?me and my mom never really got along we always fought my mom is really into church she goes all the time i never really cared much for going, it was boring to me i didnt get it.that would make my mom mad that i didnt want to go she would say why couldnt i be like the rest of the girls at church. i thnk i was 11 when i cut myself for the first time.on a sunday morning my mom made me and my brother go i didnt want to go so she yelled at me and i ran to my room and hid in my closet .ifelt like she didnt love me or that iwasnt good enough for her or the right daughter icryed and all i remember was taking a needle and cuting ,that was the first time i did it.but it wasnt the last .after doing it that time it made me feeling like the pain had gone away for a alittle and we ever i felt like i couldnt deal with something i cut.i started doing it after all the brake ups ihad with boyfriends too idont know why but it made me feel better.
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