I BELIEVE IN MYSELF

by Arriebelle
(Beaufort )

Hi my name is Arriebelle and I am a jr. in high school. I have a disability call vcf. All of my LIFE I have been bullied and been called ugly, stupid, and fat. I stop eating. no1 know that I cut myself only so small on my wrists I had a teacher tell me I cant be a singer/actress. Been told I can sing then cant. My so called friends never text me or call me or ask me to hang out.I always get left out.I often think about not eating so I can be skinny.My family was not a family they fight alot.It just me and my mom. I love my mom she is my bestfriend I always tell my self things will get better and it has goting better.I always feelt ugly I have mess up teeth.I try 2 overdose befor.I told God that if I live I will stop cutting my self So he let me live .I believe in my self now .I dont care what people say about anying more I am beautiful in my own way. My mom know that I cut my wrists and that I thought about not eating,She is geting me help.My uncle Brett had a disability and we was munder he got me in2 singing so now I sing 4 him and my self and dreams.I know when I get my first cd I am going 2 send my cd 2 my teacher and bullieds that told me I cant be what i want 2 be.I have made new friends I am in dnace class and in drama class .LIFE IS GREAT NEVER STOP BELIEVEING IN YOUR SELF . I am short . so it will get better oh I am 17 truning 18 on jan 4. I can sing when every I feel like dieing :)