I am a Dancer

by Caroline

I am a 13 year old dancer, which makes it MUCH worse for me because you have to wear tights and usually booty shorts (which make me see my butt as huge) and a leotard which all of these things show your body outline perfectly! And then there are all the girls in there that look at you. Then comes the BIG LONG MIRROR which is right in front of your across the whole entire room! So i have to look at myself in that mirror the whole time in dance. I am not to worried about my face, well not at all really. I am mostly wanting to change how my butt looks and my thighs. To me I have a huge butt! And some girls say they wish they had a big butt which I dont get at all! I wish i had a tiny butt like some girls! Then when you move down to my thighs. Ugh.... there just so dang big! And they tough at the top and it makes me look fat! :( And now i am like super scared to wear a bathing suit because it shows off my thighs! I know god sees me as beautiful and oh how he made me in his creation...but this is the one thing i wish i could really change about myself! I want tinier thighs! And some people say its just muscle but when i feel it, it doesnt at all feel like muscle! It even jiggles! so how is it muscle!?