Help ME... I hate myself

by Nikki

Im in Rehab right now and wasn't eating hardly anything (berries) or nothing. Im 12, and i hate myself and i don't now how to get out of it. My eating disorder was like my best friend, it made me like myself, but once my parents put me in rehab I hated myself and i couldn't do anything about it. I felt hopeless and... fat! Suddenly my best friend turned against me. He became the enemy, the enemy of overweightness. I never feel good enough, and when I'm happy its when I'm distracted, distracted with happiness, not eating disorder thoughts. I want my eating disorder, it made me feel good, but it also made me unhealthy. WHen I look in the mirror i cry and i don't now what to say except for " your so fat" and then i start hitting myself.My story hasn't ended, and i think this story would't end happily. If i could ask for anything right it would be: Pray for me: I need your help and so does a lot of others!

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fix your eyes on Jesus
by: m e l i s a

Lord, I lift Nikki up to you right now & ask You to heal her completely & free her from the bondage of her eating disorder & from the stronghold the enemy has over her. Please give her eyes to see clearly how loved & beautiful she is. Give her courage to stand against the enemy’s lies & to overcome this in full victory. Your Word says in 1Thessalonians 5:23-24 that You, Yourself, Father, the God of peace will sanctify us through & through. May your whole spirit, soul & body be kept blameless, In the Name of Jesus Christ!

Nikki, turn your whole self over to the mighty power of Jesus Christ, worship Him & rely on His strength not yours. Joshua 24:15 says Choose this day whom you will serve – it is hard because our flesh is weak but the decision is still ours –Will we choose to serve ourselves, the enemy or Jesus?

It is also hard to praise the Lord when we are going through something tough but it is the best way to defeat the enemy & our joy comes from our strength in the Lord.

And I haven’t even seen you but I know that you are a very beautiful person, I know this because God made you, He made you into a wonderful & unique girl that He loves, cherishes & adores – God does not make junk! He doesn’t think you are ugly, He thinks you are to die for!

I am keeping you in my prayers & will also ask for God to place in your life plenty of loving support & accountability.

<3 Melisa

The Lord Jesus Christ Cares
by: Antelop 7

I want you to know that the Father Loves you so much and accepts you even now that you are going through this tough time. The Lord Jesus Christ alone can set you free and give you the Power to gain control over all your fears.

Do you want to know the plan God has for you? Prosperity.
The plan of God for you is for you to prosper, His plan is not to harm you, but for you to have an expected end.{Jeremaih 29:11}

Do you want to know how God thinks about you?
He loves you.{John 3:16} For God so love you, that His only begotten Son Jesus christ, if you belive in your heart that Jesus is the son of God sent forth by God Himself to be the propitiation for all your sins, through faith in Jesus blood when He died on the cross of calvary, Then you shall not persih but have everlasting life. For God sent Jesus Christ into the world for you not to condemn you, but that through Jesus Christ You might be saved from the wrath of God against the Judgement day of God{ Romans 3:25}

Do you want to know the purpose of God for you? Salvation.
God purpose for you is that you be saved. God wants to save you by offering to recive the Lord Jesus christ who is the Way, Truth, and Life. The Lord Jesus has already lived the perfect life god wants from you, so all you have to do is receive Jesus, who did all the work for you. Jesus is already the only acceptable sacrifice to God.
Do you also want to know what the barrier between you and God is? Sin{ Romans
2:23;6:23} For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
But I know you will like to know the good news, and what the Lord has done for you. The Lord Jesus Has died for all your sins, and has the power to forgive you all your sins before God you have committed.
Now I know the Lord is leading you to receive Him as your personal Lord and Savior. All you have to do is talk to the Lord. Tell God that you agree with Him, and that you have sinned . Then ask God to forgive you for all your sins, and thank Him for sending His Son to die for your sins on the Cross. Ask the Lord Jesus to come into to life and heart, to become your Lord and Savior, and conform you into the Image and likeness of God in Jesus name.

by: Anonymous


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