Hey i wanna share my story,

I started cutting when i started grade 8 in the first term
everyone had been doing it since they say "it takes the pain away"

i cut me arms, i didn't expect it to leave a scar but it left one and i hate it. i just reminds me why i did it.
later on things started turning my walls started falling down and i have been talking to the school Counselor and then it become the holidays so i had no one to talk to about what was going on...
this guy and me had a thing and i told him i just wanted to be friends and then he said he didnt want me in his life so i told him he was my everything and stuff and then the next day the guy who i have been crushing on for awhile since i told the other guy i wanted to be friends and yeah so the guy asked me out and i said yes to him then the other guy hates me now and doesnt want me in his life i have be fighting for him for ages now he doesnt get how much he means to me and he told me to forget him so i said i can never forget you now his like whys that and i said ill show you and the next day we met up to sort stuff out and i showed him why i can never forget him cause i carved his name in my leg. and now i lost him and i dont know what to do i have a boyfriend which means everything to me but the other guy means alot to me too what should i do ?

thats what my life is about just cutting my self i just want to die. i hate life now i feel like im all alone. even though im not
and now i have stopped eating its getting that bad


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Self Love
by: Keza S

I liked to 1st say I want you to seek help in your area for the cutting I am sure there are places you can go. 2nd remember the way you treat others says a lot about your character. Now how would you feel if a guy told you he really liked you and next few days was with another female. I mean that has to hurt some, consider his feeling to in this. Really is that showing someone you care about you really care about them. You have to know that our actions all have consequences because your act was that of selfishness you may have lost a friend.
You feel alone honey because your putting too much into boys and not enough into yourself. You made a decision and now that the outcome was not what you wanted it to be your alone. Cutting yourself is not going to get the right guys attention. Your personality and character grabs attention. God loves us and he made us in His image so your abusing something God made perfect for you. You have to focus on yourself more then a boy and you need to pray and ask God for guidance. I wish you luck in figuring out what to do.
Love Keza ~

by: Anonymous

You are never alone. Who knows there might be someone in your neighborhood which is having the same problems. You can always talk to your parents, pastor, and Shelley. Don't be afraid to bring up your problems with others older than you

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