DONT GIVE UP! i know that its long but just read it.

by Story
(michigan)

I AM A PAINFUL HEARTBROKEN CUTTER OF 4 YEARS. I HAVE CUT ALMOST EVERYDAY. ITS LIKE I CANT EVER FIND HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE ANYMORE. I HAVE LOST MY FATHER TO AN OXYCONTIN OVERDOSE AND MY MOTHER IS SOMEWHERE DOING THE SAME THING. I DONT EVEN KNOW IF SHE IS ALIVE ANYMORE....THE TRUTH....I DONT CARE.

SHE HAS RUINED MY LIFE. I WAS HOMELESS AND ALONE FOR 2 MONTHS. I KNOW THATS NOT A LONG TIME, BUT AT THE AGE OF THIRTEEN AND HAVING NO FOOD, NO HOUSE, NO FAMILY, NO LOVE, NO SCHOOL OR ANYTHING AT ALL, YEAH THAT WAS REALLY HARD FOR ME. ITS LIKE THE MONTHS WOULD HAVE GONE ON FOREVER.
NOW LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM "SAFE" AND THAT I AM "LOVED"

OK IM LYING. IM NOT. IM IN THE LIBRARY SOMEWHERE.
I JUST WANT ALL YOU PEOPLE IN PAIN OUT THERE TO REALIZE THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE!! YOU NEVER WILL BE. IM NOT ALONE AND NEITHER ARE YOU. I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. I UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING.

JUST PLEASE, CUTTING IS HORRIBLE AND I HAVE DONE IT FOR FOUR YEARS AND MY SCARS ARE SO BAD THAT THEY WILL PROBABLY NEVER GO AWAY. I WAS HOSPITALIZE 3 TIMES FOR MY "STUPIDITY" (THATS WHAT PEOPLE CALL IT)

BUT I TELL YOU WHAT., ITS NOT. ITS NOT STUPID. ITS IN MY EYES LETTING OUT MY PAIN. LETTING OUT YOUR STRESS AND WORRIES. JUST IF YOU ARE HURTING OUT THERE JUST HANG ON. THERE IS HELP. SOMETIME, SOMEONE WILL NOTICE YOUR SILENT SCREAMS. MAYBE NOT TODAY MAYBE NOT TOMORROW BUT IT WILL HAPPEN. JUST NEVER END YOU LIFE OVER STUPID STUFF. ITS STUPID. PLZ JUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED. I LOVE YOU ALL . PLZ. DONT EVER GIVE UP

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