Depressed and unloved

by Kieran
(Pierre SD)

Hello,

My name is Kieran and I cut myself because of my parents yelling and calling me names I'm sick of it and the pain when I cut I do not have because I've been hurt by so many things. I hate school. I use to get into a lot of fights and arguments. I argue with teachers and my parents all the time. I'm depressed all I do is sleep and cry and have sad thoughts. I have anger issues. When something makes me mad I cut or have suicidal thoughts. I'm unloved by my parents they told me so.i have a mom who once called me fat and that was when I started cutting I have a step dad I use to love but now he's being more of a dick so I could really care less about them. Knowing I'm losing a lot of family members fast is hard. I know I have family members that love me but no one will help me I can't stop cutting! I have a loving boyfriend. I'm only 13 and I've been to more funerals than a priest ive seen more things than my grandma. I can't help myself anymore I just keep hurting myself! I'm tired of the lies I hate where I live I just want to be on my own and never see my parents again!!! Everyday I come home from school mad I usually stay in my room all the time. I get yelled at for someone else's mistakes. I cry to my self as I write you this story.

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God Loves You
by: Julie

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time.
It can be very difficult to have parents yelling all the time and feeling like you are unloved, but I promise you that you have a Heavenly Father that wants the very best for you.

He made you in His image and as His child He wants you to be happy.

I would first try to talk to your mom.
Not in the middle of a fight, but when things are quiet because she will be more likely to listen to what you have to say.
If that doesn't work, you can talk to a teacher at school and tell them what is going on at home.
They can help you get into a better situation.

If you aren't going to church, find one close to your house, there are people there that can also help you and want to help.

Try not to be discouraged.
God has a perfect plan for your life and He will never let you down.

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