a girl lost

by Katie
(Pennsylvania )

do you know the pain i feel?

Shes so young so quiet no one understands her shes not popular not as pretty as others but she has true beauty hidden deep inside she walked the halls only to go home and destroy herself, cutting every chance she got music blaring so no one can feel her pain or hear her cries for help they never listened they never cared till one day she had an outburst in school her mom was called not knowing what to expect she opened the door saw her young growing beautiful daughter with a trail of blood dripping down her arm her mom burst out in tears and hugged her daughter not knowing her heart was also bleeding she was getting covered in the blood of her 16 year old daughter Katie she looked in her blue eyes and it all came out all the apologies shes heard them all before it meant nothing to her. 2 hours later they were in the hospital waiting for the sentence to philhaven she goes for 2 weeks. Like that helped her at all she seems happy and all now been with a boy for a year and half they fight like crazy he abuses her and controls her yet hes the only person to show her love so shes stays with him their engaged to be married how exciting. Can anyone still see her pain? can anyone still see MY pain? this is me My name is Katie im happy and beautiful on the outside but im bleeding, crying, and ugly on the inside..