He Makes Me Feel...
(NC, Hendersonville, USA)
I dated this guy 4 months ago and he was really special... at the time. He showed me intimacy very passionately that i absolutely loved. I fell for it, after a while he became very sexual, then it came to where I wanted to have sex too. That dang intimacy had gone to my head! We were about to, but...
i broke up with him a day before. He told me he would stop if i didn't want to do it, and that was something i was going to do until that moment. Yet, i knew that i shouldn't put myself in a situation like that.
Ever since we've been talking and at times i want to go back out with him. That's when he's not being a big, fat jerk. Yet, now he's playing these jealousy games like a little boy. He's always talking about other girls and at times when i fall for it, he goes off on an other girl right after. Which hurts me. Plus, like tonight he told me about how this prep from my school gave him her number on his myspace, i don't really care much for preps. They always give me mean looks and remarks. Anyways, it really hurt when i said "She's pretty", but then he went, "She's beautiful!".
He always called me beautiful until now. I feel worthless and wanting to cry. Now he's always being really annoying about these girls and how much more beautiful they are.
I know that GOD TRULY LOVES ME but why do i feel like this? What do i do? I've always been a very strong woman until now!
Thanks and please help!