No Tears. No Cry.

by Bee <3
(Australia)

Im Almost Happy :D

Im Almost Happy :D

My name is Bee. Well, actually it's Briony but I don't really like my name.

Well, if I'm going to tell you my story, get ready to not feel exactly peaceful during it.
I've always had a wonderful family. It was fantastic and we were all so close. They loved me through everything i went through and they stuck by me when no one else would. And no one else ever did.

There was a problem though - they were ALL i had.
Try being an 8 year old girl with no friends to play dolls with, being covered in warts, having red hair, had been abused in your life... and worst of all, being obese. Not fun.

I come from a poor home. My mum once made my clothes out of bed sheets we were THAT poor. So she was out working till the late, LATE afternoon, then coming home and being really tired. I don't blame her for anything. She was trying to do what was the BEST thing for us. And it was, because now, we're neither poor, nor rich. We're humbly in the middle, or middle class as some call it.

So, in other words, i didn't want to add anything extra on her shoulders. But i know she heard me crying and i know she saw the unbelievable pain in my eyes.

This carried on for almost four/five years. By the time i was 11, i wanted to die. I didn't think people who felt what i did really needed to live so i had matured and lost my innocence so much that i wanted to go. It was pointless being in so much pain.

I was wrong.

My pain was necessary because it made me beyond strong. Im such a strong person now and it's all because i went through that pain and all those years of loneliness.

I always had my words and my voice though. I'm a singer/poet and i have always used that to calm me down.

When i turned twelve i decided i was unhappy with the life i was living. So, i did what i had only ever dreamed of doing because i was so scared that i'd ruin everything. I changed my life and the way i lived it.

I lost 15 kg that year.

Now, i'm 15, i have an AMAZING group of friends and now all i worry about is school work and boy troubles, haha. I often get depressing thoughts or feel down but it comes with the life i've led to date.

Thank you for reading.

Never Give Up!

<3 Bee xoxo

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Call upon the Lord
by: Malachi

Sometimes we don't understand life and all we go through but only call upon the Lord and he will show you the way. No matter how tough things can get know that when you call upon the Lord he will be there. When you can see flowers bloom in the desert you know your in Victory. God is great. May you seek him and read the bible where he describes everything.Father I ask you in the name of Jesus Christ to bless this young woman and take away her worries regarding school and about boyfriend. Guide her to understand that you more than anything in this world.Amen

Psalm 18:1-3

1 I love you, O LORD, my strength.

2 The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge.
He is my shield and the horn [a] of my salvation, my stronghold.

3 I call to the LORD, who is worthy of praise,
and I am saved from my enemies.

Thanks for sharing!
by: T.K.

Hiya!
I know how you felt being lonely... except i did not have a good family so i suppose even lonelier! But yes, its a terrible feeling and i totally understand. I like the honesty in your post. I think if you read my post it would help you with your life. It seems to me, from what you have written, that your halfway there :-) your out of that big rut, you have friends... but you still struggle inside with things... read my story, i hope it helps you! i think i titled it "My Journey to God, He pulled me out of despair into a Joyful life!" it should be up soon, its just being accepted at the moment. check next week :-) bless you!

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