cut for first time

by Tinley

I cut myself for the first time yesterday. I do it out of anger and only one person is actually trying to help me. Although its only been a day it feels like a lifetime and when i get home from school i feel the urge. It feels good and lets out the anger, maybe thats just me. Im only twelve and some friends barely talk to me and I even do it during school. Today I felt like crying and went to the bathroom and cut myself. Im also a cheerleader so I am hated by almost everyone. Today at practice some of my friends got in a fight and I went to the bathroom and cut myself. My friends walked in and asked if I was okay and I hid the scissors in my sleeve and fled the bathroom. I know that right now you feel un-wanted and hated but thats not true there will always be someone there for you. A teacher, family friend, best friend, school counseler, parent, sister, brother. The first step is telling someone. I know I havent yet but it takes a while to build up the courage. Don't feel alone and be strong! I know you can make it through this! :) Best wishes!!!!

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