Worthless

by Aracely
(California )

This goes back to when I was in 6 grade when my mo
Gets to mad she can't breathe and her blood pressure goes up one day me and my sister were arguing she got really mad and she got of the car so she could breathe better but seconds later she couldn't walk straight oh by the way my dad was with us so my dad got off and tried helping her back in the car when she got in the car she was about to faint but we tried to help her not faint but later it got worst so we called the hospital thank god they saved her life since I think she could've died cus of me i never thought about that day till this year & now looking back I think she could've died cus of me so I tried being the best I could for my mo
But it's not enough when ever I do little thing wrong she yells and it makes me feel like a worth less piece of shit I think to myself why didnt she get an abortion? I feel like I make everyone miserable I started cutting and sometimes I have suicidal thoughts I don't know what to do

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by: m e l i s a <3

Thank you for sharing, 1st I want to let you know that you are not worthless, this is a lie the enemy will tell you to make you feel that way, to make your world seem dark & hopeless. “Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.” (1Peter 5:8)
You are a beautiful child of God & He loves you, meditate on His Word & let yourself be bathed in His love for you:
“Lord God, help me not only fully accept how much you love me, but help me to abide in Your love!” John 15:9
“May Your unfailing love be my comfort, according to Your promise to Your servant.” Psalm 119:76
“Jesus Christ, my Kinsman Redeemer & my Bridegroom, Your banner over me is love.” Song of Songs 2:4
“O God, please set my heart at rest in Your presence when my heart wants to condemn me. For You, God, are greater than my heart & You know everything.” 1John 3:19-20

2nd I know that what you are going through w/your mother must be both hard & hurtful but let me encourage you to please pray for her. God still wants us to honor our parents, (Ephesians 6:2) & you may never know what hurt & struggles she has – she may just not know how to deal with the issues, obstacles or pain in her life, she could be doing all she knows how to.

3rd I will pray for the Lord to give you strength against cutting & for you to be able to resit the temptation. I will also ask for Him to place others in your life that can offer you encouragement & support. And let me strongly encourage you to please call 1-800-273-TALK for your thoughts of suicide. People do care, you do matter & you are loved!

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