Wont Give Up
by Claire Hickey
(Ireland)
I Wanna Do It So Bad
But I don't Wanna Make You Mad.
Its Another Smile For Me To Fake
And More Of A Reason For Self Hate.
Scratching Away All The Pain
Feeling There's Nothing Left For Me To Gain.
I Just Want To Go Away From Here
Just To Get Away From All My Fear.
I Hate Being So Depressed
Why Am I So Messed Up?
I Hate Crying Myself To Sleep
The Cuts Hurt Very Deep.
All My Feelings Locked Up Inside
I Wish I Could Live With Pride.
I Don't Regret Because I Know,
I'll Never Be Able To Forget.
I Have Scars To Remind Me Everyday
That I Deserve The Price I Have To Pay.
It's Been Going On For Whats Feels Like So Long
But I'm Not Giving Up Until I'm Strong.
