Wandering and Wondering by Angela Bierbaum

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Wandering and Wondering by Angela Bierbaum

by Angela Bierbaum
(Mentor, OH)

Just wandering the crowd aimlessly. I have nothing more to search for.

I still don't know what I will look for next in life. Or, maybe I'll continue on on in this world, living a life without love. Yes, of course my family will love me, and God more than anyone.

And friends. My friends will always be there for me, but I know that I will always want more than to be just their friend. However, they have thier own lives and probably aren't willing to taken in my broken spirit. My broken heart.
I still don't understand what I'm suppose to be. Original, that's the word, yet I also want to know that I am not the only one that feels this way.

I do however understand something else. What I want. That's about ALL I know as of right now. I know that I want someone to enter my life now and for them to make sense of it all. God is on my side, bit I don't get why that is just not happening. No, I am not desperate.
Just wondering.

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Feel the same way.
by: Meghan

I know how you feel, Ange. Hang in there and pray, honey. xox

Wondering
by: Julie

Angela,
I hear you. I have wondered a lot of that for awhile and probably will keep wondering for some time. But I am thankful that my biggest hope is not that a guy will come and "rescue" me from my wandering. I do desire for a lot of what you desire, too. I think it's normal human nature to be liked and accepted by others, especially the opposite sex. I do pray that you will find your satisfaction and well being in God, and that He will have great plans for you, but that He will work them out when you're ready. I know it's hard! Keep your head up, and try to accept the place you're in right now by reaching out and being a good friend, daughter, sister. I sort of wish I wouldn't have gotten so lost in my dreams early on, most of which God was going to alter anyways. It's really good to dream and have vision for the future, but sometimes I feel God wants us to look right in front of us and say, see my dear child, all that I have made for you, today! I hope you find peace on your way.

In Him,
Julie

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