The Devil Wanted me on his side

by Lauren
(Olive Branch)

Hi I am a young ambitious, passionate young lady. I have an amazing personality & I love Jesus! I now have a amazing relationship with God! I can honestly tell you that the road hasn't been easy!! It's been very hard, I've dealt with a lot privately and publicly! I've shed a lot of tears and been depressed and spiritually stressed! My job had took toll on me and so did school BUT God was testing me even when I couldn't see it! There were so many times when I felt like throwing in the towel, just GIVING UP! I had been in a relationship with a guy since high school and he hurt me so bad and I despised him for that! I was trying to date men in my own strength not that I was even sexually active! I just felt the need to have a companion a boyfriend so I thought o could do it on my own...guys weren't working out for me so the devil tried to "convince" me to talk to a lady..& that was the worst ever.. I craved attention I thought that was what I wanted but GOD slowly bit surely showed me that I was headed down the wrong road... I thought I could never let her go.., but I'm here to say that I don't want a woman the DEVIL is a liar!!! I'm getting my self together & trusting god and putting him first!! I'm loving God & myself first & I'm waiting for God to send me my HUSBAND!!! Glory to his name!! Hallelujah!!!