That guy 🙄

by Jennifer Clark

Okay. So I am going to tell you a story about this guy who I had a complicated relationship with. So basically I liked him forever but I wasn't in his sort of friend group. So I started to speak to the kind of girls that he would go out with and soon enough I became one of them.

It all started at the Christmas party he asked me to dance and I was so happy and we just talked it was amazing and after the dance one of his friends came up to me and Asked if I would go out with him. I was to afraid to give him an answer so I told him I would think about it and the next day in school I told him no because I convinced myself that he didn’t mean it.

I still really liked him and hadn’t told any of my friends until about nine months later when my friend told me who she liked and I told her we even came up with fake names for them and one day everyone for our class when out for something to eat by this time only two people knew I liked this guy and they two where with us but they left early and another two people left but one was coming back she was only waking the other one home so there were only four of us, me and an other girl who I didn’t speak to much and the guy I liked and his friend and then the guy I liked asked me out I didn’t know what to say again so I ignored the question when we meet up with the other girl his friend came up to me and asked me what my answer was I told him I had to speak to someone “the girl who know I liked him” so I phoned her and she told me to say yes so I did but I was so afraid to tell my family so I ended things with him that night I felt so horrible I thought that would be the end of use until about a year later I learned that it’s okay for a girl to ask a guy out so that’s what I did.

I asked him out at first he thought that was a prank but then he said yes!! We went out for a few months and I was so happy he was amazing to talk to but then he ended things I was so heart broken then a few months later I started dating someone else then one of his friends told me he has jealous so I asked him if I could speak to him he made it very clear he didn’t like me like that at all then the person I was dating ended thing after only a few days :( and I still really like the first guy and then came high school and he become very popular and well I didn’t and now I have to watch him dating girls that are so much more prettier and popular than me I fell horrible and I really want him. I don’t know what to do.