My battle with Anorexia

by Kortnie
(Oregon)

Striving to be noticed was a big part of my life. I am competitive and I wanted perfection, especially when it came to my appearance. All I wanted was to be skinny and perfect.. So I exercise a lot and I don't eat much of anything at all.. Mainly only dinner, sometimes breakfast but it won't be much.. I struggle with this for 4 years now and I see some difference but other people say " You're to skinny, way to skinny. " But I don't see it..

I have 2 eating disorders really, Anorexia and Bulimia. When I eat to much to me I will go throw it back up and just not eat for the rest of the day.. All I want is to be accepted by people and not looked over or ignored.