I'm 15, and have always been a tomboy until recently. I never thought about marriage or boys, but ever since this past year it's changed. I've changed, sometimes I don't think I know myself anymore. Suddenly the boys I've played with ever since I can remember look cute. I haven't ever told anyone this before--I think I'm in love. I don't date, and have committed to not doing so until I'm ready to get married. But there's this one boy I like, I would even go as far as to say I love him. But not really a gooey puppy love, but a mature love, respect, and admiration for him. Lets say his name is "Tom". Tom is the most godly young man I have ever met, he loves God so much, and has also committed to not date until he's old enough and God shows him the right women--in our families we call it courting. "Tom" is a year younger than me, but is probably a lot more mature spiritualy. He has preached twice at my church already. Though he doesn't know it he has encouraged me in so many ways--to be a better Christian, sister, and daughter. I think about him a lot, though no one knows I like anyone, he doesn't even know. I pray for him everyday that he may grow in the Lord, and that he may find a good wife--even if it isn't me. My one wish in life is that I may marry him, he's fun, intelligint, respect worthy, loves the Lord, and to top it of he's handsom. But I know that I will only marry "Tom" if it is God's will, so I pray for him a lot. The thing is I think I've kind of made "Tom" an idle, he comes to my mind before Christ. I want Christ to have first place in my heart and mind. So I guess my questions are how do I keep Christ at the center of my mind? And, is it wrong to be in love with Tom, and want to marry him? Am I obsessing over him to much? Thank you for your time.